So on the 19th of july, i made my way back to nz after a mth’s stay in jkt.. i almost didn’t wanna catch the plane. i was late anyway.. the reason was that that day when i woke up, i got a stomach upset… is this a sign that i shouldn’t return to nz? But no matter how i hate nz or whatever happens, i still have to drag myself back to nz.. This is really the first time i really really feel so homesick.. when i was studying in sg, i was happy to return to sg.. unlike the feeling now.. i did cry a few times inside the car when my aunt and dad called me.. i cried again silently inside the plane.. i just couldn’t help it.. feeling so emotional now.. but i have to be strong.. this is where my future lies..i can’t just back out as i depend on this studies to get a good title next time when i work.. there’s seriously nowhere else for me to go to further my studies.. it’s either here in nz or starightaway work in jkt.. i’m only holding onto a diploma cert now.. it’s not enough to find a good job.. so i have to be strong.

So anyway, emotions aside, my plane ride was very unpleasant.. was not feeling too well throughout the trip.. was lucky that i have the stomach upset b4 the plane ride.. my mum still got the time to pack some medicine for me to take into the plane. if not i will be going to the toilet a lot of times.. sucky feeling.. not forgetting that this royal brunei airlines doesn’t have a mini tv! they only provide a huge screen at the front wall for us to watch.. and THE SHOWS SUX! they played horton hears a who as one of the shows..-_-”’ the rest of the shows i dun even bother to watch. so throughout the journey, i listened to my ipod until the batt ran low.. haha.. the seat was hard, the food was ok, service was ok but they tend to get run out of stuff easily.. such as the embarkation form and my chicken noodle!! i had to eat fish with rice instead! and the fish was cooked in coconut milk!!! hello?! i’m having a stomach upset and u expect me to eat that.. in the end i only ate the rice and vege portion.. didn’t touch the fish! grr.. but oh well, as a chinese saying goes,”yi fen qian, yi fen huo” royal brunei was indeed a cheaper flight than SQ.. so i’m alright with it despite the matters above. lol

anyway, i met this kiwi(newzealander) inside the plane. we started toking to each other towards the last 2 hours. she’s a fun and lovable girl to talk with cox she’s not like other caucasians.. she actually loves hanging out with asians like me. she was in the phillipines for 6 mths to learn dancing as it’s her passion.. we talked a lot until we alight from the flight. her frens went to pick her up and they offered to send me home! i had to take the shuttle bus where i-dun-even-know-where if they dun gave me a lift. I turned the offer down a few times, but they insist that they drive me home.. they are such angels.. i really think God helped me a lot thruout this long journey.. i can feel his presence whereever i go. ever since i took the plane from jkt to nz.. He’s always been there with me.. (i could have been caught *sensored for protection*) i love u God=)

I feel much better now.. i just need to rant this out somewhere. I know He’s always there for me when i need him. I think frens are very impt to me.. without frens, my life is very dull.. maybe that’s a reason y i dun like nz..

your’s truly is suffering from jet lag now.. when i got home from uni today, i got so tired at ard 5 but my hair was wet so i didnt slp till 8 pm.. it’s like a nap in jkt now!! i woke up at 12 midnite.. indo is ard 6-7 pm.. and i can’t slp now.. i have a theory lesson tmr at 10 am.. preparing to doze off tmr.. hopefully tmr i will receive my essay result.. oh btw, i scored a B+ for my foundation studies module.. i jumped with joy when i found that out. =) all credits goes to God, and my frens who supported me. A REALLY BIG THANK YOU!

should i post photos? haha it’s 1 20 am now.. but i can’t slp.. T_T i post 1st as i’ve not edited the photos=)

see ya peeps and take care.. to my family and frens back in indo and sg, take care and God Bless all of U guys always=)